i.ve just stopped to think how over the years i have lost contact with so many important people from my life due to complicated relationships.. On both sides. Mainly peoples girlfriends just don't like me.. But the loss kind of tuggs at me constantly whether i recognise the source or not. Usually everything is masked in a hangover. But dreams of friendships past seem to be coming back to haunt me again. I need to get back to my own stomping ground.