things i like

this appeals to me very much.

Stuff White People Like


oh and

Fail

Makes me consider things I havent in a long time...

There is no future Rya Adams projects. Only democratic choices made by a close group of friends playing music that feels right to them, and by all means, it is MY VOICE, and MY CHOICE to only make suggestions musical and otherwise and TRUST my instincts that what makes my band-mates happy, and what looks like doors to a future-sound- that is KIND and OPEN and NEW………

that is why i still play music.

my joy comes from seeing their smiling faces and their amazing talents shine so bright.

I am happy to know so many people are willing to walk through new doors- see into a new place, follow new and open sounds…

because where I used to write about sadness…..

I hope now to only write about weakness, and how that might be a strength, and I WILL BE HERE FOR CARDINALS FANS and my brothers in this band against every doubt, for there are millions in me ( a party i do not attend)…..

and i will never stop trying.

because that is what I saw when I was young- when people made fun of S.King (for writing too much……(really?- wow, he kind of probably wrote your favorite movie……for people who think they can’t WRITE POETRY - (YOU CAN!!!!!!- YOU CAN DO IT)

FOR PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY CAN’T START A BAND BECAUSE THEY ARE AFRAID TO STAND BEFORE PEOPLE FOR THAT FRIGHT like talking in front of a class….

YOU CAN

STAND UP and BE COUNTED……and be unafraid.

we are all connected by our fears but also our dreams…..

just on the quiet

because im a little more than bored at work i was reading the cosmo website. and i found an advertisement for this book... and i totally could have used this shit so many times. would have saved me a lot of time and trouble!!

i like that the website has a "Psycho Confession"... like the one below:

"My boyfriend and I broke up after four years of the perfect—then not so perfect—relationship. We had a friendly split and decided to remain best friends. At first I was fine with this decision but one night after a few too many white Russians and marshmallow peeps I changed my mind. I found that I missed him immensely and called him up at 2 am. He answered but tried to politely get off the phone saying that “now just isn’t really a great time.” Well, I was enraged; after all we were still “best friends” right!? So I decided to go over to his house and see what was so pressing. Upon my arrival I found him there with the ugliest girl I have ever seen. I proceeded to tell her just how ugly she was and how he would never care for someone who looked like her. As it turned out she was already painfully aware that she was not traditionally beautiful and started crying right away. He kicked me out of his house but not before explaining that she was a friend from work that was having problems fitting in and was already quite depressed about the way she looked. They had similar interests (video games) and he was trying to be nice. It was strictly platonic. Our friends confirmed this later on. I have never felt so low in all my life as when I woke up the next morning and realized what I had done to that poor girl. She ended up quitting her job and they never heard from her again. OH... and I lost my "best friend."

massive lols

new hair

so i got some wicked extensions last night from Afrique Ali in newtown.

its not the most inviting place to be. and i spent 2 or so hours sitting listening to them chat over my head in.... black.... i dont know what language.

anyway. i have loooong hair now. its so heavy and i wish it would hurry up and settle cos im feel like maybe im being scalped.

im in a terrible mood cos i had a lot riding on these bastards, and although they turned out amazing... i dont know where im going with this.

anyway im getting it cut/styled tomorrow so i wont look like a highschool goth with my long one length hair and then possibly ill feel better about it.

ill post a pic either when ive got a face on or one minus my face cos its hideous.

whatever its friday and im at work. effort = 0

Courtney Awesome

is M.I.A

where are you?

answer your damn phone.

lovechuu

i am so tired

of feeling like this.

australias crapital

so i spent my saturday/sunday in canberra. and when people ask me how it was all i can say is fucking cold. like 3 degrees at 10pm. you go outside for a smoke and your drink gets colder than what it was when they served it inside. out of a fridge. wtf. im so not used to that shit any more.

anyway. we got there saturday afternoon and met up with the gang and went to have lunch. it was so strange walking through civic cos compared to sydney its fucking deserted. seriously. i was concerned that maybe they'd had some sort of killer plague and 3/4 of the population had died/been evacuated. i had a country and western soundtrack playing in my head and was waiting for a tumbleweed to blow past. wandering around i expected the one homeless person sitting outside what used to be starbucks (rip) to tell me that "i need to get outa here cos (spit) this town aint big enough for the both of us"

anyway long story short we hung out. caught the bus to mum's (which took over an hour) and pretty much just chilled out the rest of the weekend.

we went out for a bit to what was supposed to be a gig+dj's. but it was shitty indie bands and Purple Sneakers Dj;s... and that kinda speaks for itself. they didnt get their shit together till 1030 and then we overheard that the dj'sgot canned. way to go kids. and to top things off there was a girl there who i used to know in wagga who always wanted to kick my head in. yay!

anyway. its good to be home again! i do miss my mummy though. and her cooking. drool. but i cant live without having everything i need within a 2 block radius. it kills me.

and now im going to scout some breakfast. fatty needs her fuel.

currently

on the bus on the way to canberra.. Literally writing from the bus. Pretty exciting. And by excitin i mean fucking gay. I need a life. And a toilet. God damn i need to pee.

nom nom nom

ohhh yeah.

bought these today.

totally in love

This is our decision to live fast and die young

Not going to see mgmt. not doing it. its all well and good if you do. but im not. dont get me wrong, i like them. not enough to be packed into a confined space with all the other charming people who love them.

pass.

I miss skins. i was so completely obsessed with that show. in a totally unhealthy creepy stalker kind of way. like a lot of people from the look of the e4 website....

everything is the same lately. saving money, trying to waste money. not having anything to buy buy buy. fuck. someone please make me a line of clothes especially fitted to me from the ideas in my head.


k thanks.

Edward Norton.

You are completely fascinating to me.

FUCK

this kinda shit pisses me off.

http://www.adbusters.org/magazine/79/hipster.html

Lego: not so innocent.

So.... i cut my fringe a couple of days ago and was looking at it today and noticed that because my hair is particularly flat today i kind of look like a lego man.... so... i went to email people about it (cos im that informative and exciting) and i googled "Lego people" and this is one of the first things that came up.


The caption reads: "Play as if you are prophet Mohammed. Contains 23 wives including 6year oldd Aysha.

what the hell?? "muslimlego.jpg"

awkward

Call me spiteful....

but im pretty happy about this headline:

Australian award winning rock band Wolfmother has broken up, citing long-standing personal and musical differences.


awww yeah!

Look what I made mummy

I've been sitting here giggling to myself and marveling how clever I am all day now.

She's got a hat and all the hat says is asshole

Four words that has sent so many people into an excited frenzy.

New Kings Of Leon.

To my relief and surprise (I'm kicking at being a life long pessimist) their new single "Sex on Fire" is still pure Kings Of Leon genius. I don't know how they continue to bring such good material to the table but god damn I'm glad they do. As a music lover who most of the time lives by the mantra "the first album was better" I generally go peh to new tracks and continue to wear out the old material. I get stuck in musical ruts. But this kind of talent keeps me (grudgingly) moving forward.

Sex on Fire. The title that pretty much sums up my feelings of Kings. They have always had this... sexy, rough, dirty edge going. So many of their earlier songs had me pouting and strutting through the city with them playing in my ears. Then tracks like "On Call" come along and all I can think about is strapping on a pair of thigh high leather boots and dancing around a stripper pole whip in hand.


This is probably just me.

Sex on fire is somewhat different. On one hand I want to throw myself around dancing like usual, but on the other I kinda wanna stand there and feel a bit sad without knowing why, with that "Young and the Restless/Days of our lives faraway deep in thought look going on.

Either way its a brilliant track (check it out here) and I will definitely be waiting with baited breath for their album tour next year. I'm considering even now taking a week off work so I can fully appreciate the night in the disgusting trashy rock and fucking roll fashion it so clearly deserves.

yeah what he said

i almost forgot about this picture. and its too good not to share. pretty much what i think of them as well.

ya'll really stickin it to the man.

So smooth, So creamy....... ugh

so i had a rocking weekend. in case you were wondering?
seven seven seven was.... it was good on the whole. didnt like paying out the ass for drinks... then again they were doubles and i did drink enough to vomit my lungs up all over my house.... so i guess it was a good night??

then spending the night in courtney awesomeville was great. its always nice to spend some time out of sydney. esp when its with amazzzing people. and i do love visiting little owen awesome as well.


oh. and before i forget (and just for you miss awesome) i got my new tattoo on friday!
The picture is a little nasty as was taken whilst very drunk in the toilets of 77.

Classy.

possibly before i got too drunk to walk and told a girl i had a big crush on her, went home and died.

sigh. hahaha.





I just ate a yoghurt and it reminded me of aliens. i feel a little ill now. awkward. its the second thing today thats had some relation to sperm. its only 11:15am. you can see where my day is headed cant you??

cant wait to get the pics from friday. should be pretty hilarious.

theres nothing to do in newcastle

but google alien robot cum

robots are made out of cum and spaghetti
watching alien at courtney awesomes house.
i ate her noodles.
and the robot was full of cum.
like a veronica