birthdaylicious

i am now the proud owner of a ticket to mr RYAN ADAMS + The Cardinals


and

kings of mother fucking leon.

i have nothing to wear.

p.s

happy birthday to me

hotties

john cougar mellencamp muck arounds

human traffic shit yes!

Why would I want a man? They're all emotionally retarded, egotistical pricks who fuck with your head. They try to control you and make you feel like the whore of Babylon if you wear a mini skirt. I'm an independent girl who wears lipstick because she wants to, not because men find it more attractive. I'm fine being single. I am! Peachy fuckin' creamy.

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself

And hidden in the public eye

Such a stellar monument to loneliness

Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes

Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by

But you're barely scraping by...

Well this is one time, well this is one time

That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone

Or anyone at all.

vodka

its a love hate relationship we have

dude?

you're making me insane in the best and worst ways

a dream is a wish your heart makes

so i keep having these intense dreams about sleeping with girls that look like playboy models, my hair falling out, eating noodles badly, giant jumping castles and teaching little kids to swim with snorkles in the old wagga pool.

something in my subconscious is trying to tell me something.... im just not quite sure what!!!

its my birthday in 5 days and, the same as every year, im half excited half dreading it. something always manages to go really wrong... but... i dont know. this year i should have almost everyone i love around me and party prescriptions to die for (not literally i hope). fingers crossed everything goes off without a hitch.

you see, it's never bad enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right

We wanna go somewhere else. We're not threatened by people anymore. All our insecurities have evaporated. We're in the clouds now. We're wide open. We're spacemen orbiting the earth. The world looks beautiful from here, man. We're nympholeptics, desiring for the unobtainable. We risk sanity for moments of temporary enlightenment. So many ideas. So little memory. The last thought killed by anticipation of the next. We embrace an overwhelming feeling of love. We flow in unison. We're together. I wish this was real. We want a universal level of togetherness, where we're comfortable with everyone. We're in rhythm. Part of a movement. A movement to escape. We wave goodbye. Ultimately, we just want to be happy. Heh, yeah, hang on, what the fuck was I just talking about?

amazing night

i had one.

absence makes the heart grow fonder

i miss courtney, she lives too far(t) away. she is me in another younger better looking body, we keep each other sane, we're each others home from home.

i miss grace, she's hot, and amazing and i feel like i never get to see her.

i miss pip. GET A DAMN PHONE ALREADY. theres been so many times ive wanted to call you and cant.

and lu+del; they blow my mind and make me think there are actually decent people out there to meet and hang with.


for someone who does nothing all day every day i never have much time to see people.

these people distract ,me from the fact that ive put in so much effort with people who dont give a shit, the people who i stuck up for, who i thought were genuine, who i now realise will take take take and never return. im so tired of flogging those couple of dead horses. my arms are tired and im better off without you anyway. listen up! you;re more than welcome to use and abuse who you are at present because i dont like them either!





oh. i might have a job soon. look out world.

The countdown begins

11 days till my birthday!

if love is rough with you

be rough with love

No Respect

Once again proving you dont give a sh

the things i would do to be able to just walk away right now.



Anywhere but here, because this is the last place i want to be




someone come save me

flight centre

your website makes me want to tear out my eyes with blunt razors.



booking flights=worst

it really was

sporting the worlds greatest hang over we ventured into the city for a job interview and some much needed grease... i then got coerced into browsing through some of the most expensive jewelery/clothes/shoes and WATCHES i have seen in my life.

oh how i wished to be a rich skank. best day ever..............




anyone want to buy me a $6,550 watch?

i keep going to post.... about all the partying, the frieeeeends, the encounters, the hangovers... open letters to carbon copies, heartbreak, loss, confusion.


but.... i guess im just too lazy.

While this town's busy sleeping,
All the noise has died away.
I walk the streets to stop my weeping,
She'll never change her ways.

Don't fool yourself, she was heartache from the moment that you met her.
And my heart is frozen still as I try to find the will to forget her, somehow.
She's somewhere out there now.

Her love is a rose, pale and dying.
Dropping her petals in land unknown
All full of wine, the world before her, was sober with no place to go.

Don't fool yourself, she was heartache from the moment that you met her.
My heart is frozen still as I try to find the will to forget her, somehow.
She's somewhere out there now.

Well my tears fall down as I try to forget,
Her love was a joke from the day that we met.
All of the words, all of her men,
all of my pain when I think back to when.

Remember her hair as it shone in the sun,
the smell of the bed when I knew what she'd done.
Tell myself over and over you won't ever need her again.

But don't fool yourself,
she was heartache from the moment that you met her.
My heart is frozen still as I try to find the will to forget her, somehow.
She's out there somewhere now.

Oh She was heartache from the day that I first met her.
My heart is frozen still as I try to find the will to forget you, somehow.
Cause I know you're somewhere out there right now

canberra

can i put up with that place all over again?
guess we'll find out soon enough.

leaving home!

anyone know of a pet friendly household thats looking for a room mate?

oh dear.

sorry to everyone i have avoided in the last two days.
still scraping my mind out of the gutter
Halloween was amazing