so im back in sydney and the weather is so much more amazing than i remember. grass isnt greener north of the border for this little pale kid.
and so im thrown back into the storm that was my life when i left here 10 days ago. things havent gotten any better, havent gotten any easier. im still left sitting here wondering what the hell im going to do with the shit pile that is my life right now.
im so torn because i dont want to hurt people. him in particular. but things right now.. i need a more permanent vacay for my brain. i need to sort through the rubble and see if i can salvage anything worthwhile.
i dont know how long it will take and i know how indefinates can tear people apart. but all i have to give i am giving and its still not enough.
shit.
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