Doctor, Doctor;

My first (alive) day of unemployment.

I am sitting in my room half dressed trying to put off going to the doctors. its inevitable i know but all the things i have to get poked, prodded, looked at and medicated for... well its a long list.

Mostly i am scared. i dont want to find out im sick again. it was too scary and too much to handle the first time.

but, if i walk up the road to go i can spoil myself with coffee and other purchases.

oh maybe a new book. hmmm.

two date nights in a row this week. Tonight - Dinner with Grace Anatomy. whatta babe. lovely catch ups in a cosy pub setting.


and then tomorrow night - i am Miss Courtney Awesome's date to the Grand Social's pop up store party thingy.

and yes, we ARE going to drink that free booze like we worked for it.

okay. i cant put this off any longer.

luck.